October 2008

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One of the things we used to do for fun was take my cameras out to the graveyards in the middle of the night and take timed exposures.  It was just for fun, like a dare, to be out in such a spooky place at such a spooky time.  We never saw a thing, and nothing ever showed up in any of the pictures…

…except this one time.

This is from a rural cemetery in Lodi, California, a very quiet place next to a small trailer park.  When we were actually out at the cemetery taking this picture, neither my friends or I heard or saw anything unusual.   I didn’t see any lights or movement around this gravestone, nor did I realize it was leaning to one side.  Remember, it was dark out there.  We could barely see anything.  I think the shutter on my camera was open for at least 40 seconds when this picture was taken.

(Close-up scan of the same picture)

Some of my friends where skeptical when I showed this to them, because they knew I could have easily faked it.  It’s true, I could fake it.  I can even tell you how to get this exact effect.  The point is, though, that I did not fake this shot.  It is real.   If I wanted to fake a ghost photo, I would do something a lot more dramatic.

After this photo was taken, we went back to the same spot and took more photos (see below).

Nothing strange showed up in the second set of photos, nor did anything strange ever show up in any other shots I took at this cemetery.  The reason these shots were so much brighter is that there was a moon out at the time.

The above is a close up of the gravestone in the same picture.   There’s no swirls, and the stone itself is sitting squarely on its base.

I don’t know if my strange photo is actually a picture of a ghost.  I only half-believe in them.  Sometimes I do, and sometimes (when I’m in my very rational mind) I don’t.  

Nevertheless, I can’t explain my strange photo.

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That’s just great. WordPress for iPhone just ate my post. Do you know how tedius it is blogging with only your thumbs? And all for nothing.

Allow me this short moment of anger.

Okay, it’s passed. I’ll just quickly sum up what I wrote and then lost…

I’m feeling down this evening, but at least I’m making good progress on my manuscript.

That’s it. That’s all I’d said. I used a lot more words and was more clever and witty about it, but that’s gone now, leaving you with this.

That, and I’m looking forward to meeting local writers at the various NaNoWriMo write-ins next month. I’m not technically participating but I am working on a novel. Good enough for an excuse to show up.

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I can’t really say I’m suffering from writer’s block.  It’s more like “blecch.”  Kind of what you’d feel the morning after a car wreck, or having drunkenly walked into a imageconcrete streetlight.  Somewhat, but not completely, like a hangover.  Akin to a mild flu afflicting only the creative system.

Look at yourself in the bathroom mirror.  Pull one lower eyelid down with your finger.  Stick your tongue out.  You realize you look like Mad Magazine’s Alfred E. Neuman.

Blecch.”

Not sure exactly what has caused this.  It’s probably a combination of one or more of the following:

  • Deep undercurrent of social panic regarding the world financial situation
  • Relocation stress
  • iPhone addiction
  • Insurmountable procrastination
  • Farm area harvest time allergies
  • My soul is still somehow off-center

When all is said and done, the most likely cause is the iPhone addiction.  I can’t keep my hands off the freaking thing.  It’s hard to work on a novel when you spend 3 hours a day dinking with a little toy computer that doesn’t even have a keyboard.

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Every once in a while I have to go back and find my center (speaking in a kind of Zen Buddhist way).

Now is one of those times for me.

Not depressed. Not lost. Just seemed to have drifted a bit off course and lost my focus.

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A few posts ago I publically justified to myself the purchase of an iPhone. I said something about how it might actually increase my productivity.

Yeah. Right.

Quite the opposite, I’m afraid.

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